Tuesday, July 31, 2007
All good things must come to an end.
Nothing is ever constant....nothing lasts......
For the good part of the year, most of my attention and effort has been put into tryin to get a certain girl......but as my luck would have its way.....it will never work out....
Today I close that chapter of my life. Leaving all trace of feelings and hopes behind.. For the past 2 months i kept asking myself if all the work and effort has been in vain....No it has not been in vain......no effort is a useless....but it is a something to learn from.
Moving on never looked so bleak.......yet satisfying at the same time... No more worries abt anything.....now its all abt me and myself and I.
At least now i have my answer.
All good things must come to an end.....sooner or later.
2:38 PM
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Dear KA Young People,
Recently a member of our family was detained by the special brance of the police for being involved in some political issue of the government. His detainment was done in a suspicious way and now he is being remanded for 4 days starting yesterday.
Yes......Nat Tan is one of us, a fellow youth, a blogger and a friend......not many of you may know him but you know his parents Uncle Bob and Aunty Suku...and you know the rest of his family too....namely Cheryl and Christabel. He is a part of the KA family and was once an active member of our youth ministry.
He and his family needs us to pray for him and his family. They are going through a tough time and need our prayers..... So please pray for them to get through this safely and without harm.
For updates on him...visit Cheryl blog page at
www.thetrialsofcheryl.wordpress.comPray my dear youth and friends.....
Thanks and God Bless
Ewen
12:22 PM
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
This Love
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
(it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
And she said goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
(fade out)
6:34 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
Song: Learn to be LonelyChild of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived life can be loved alone
This song was taken from The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack.
It was a love tried and lost...
It was a love that was suppose to come true....
4:31 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that theres a chance
You wont be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though its just a line to you
For me its true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever
Lines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think Ill wait until the evening
Gets late
And Im alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the nights so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...
11:30 PM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
I'm off to phuket.......
See u all when i get back on the 6th.
Cheers
1:51 AM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
I had a date with a beautiful girl last night. The only thing is that she woudl probally deny that beautiful part and say she is just pretty ok. But to me....sigh...hehehe..she is beautiful.
A friend of mine claimed....that if she did not know me...she coudl have sworn that this was like my first major crush. You know what....it does feel like a huge crush but its not.....I really like this girl a lot.
To me last night was TGIT....Thank God its Thursday....cos she said YES to dinner. The one thing that suprised me abt this girl is that she loves food just as much as me... and thats superb.
Another reason to fall head over heels over her.
10:41 PM
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