Sunday, September 03, 2006
Thats me in the corner,
Thats me in the spotlight,
I'm losing my religion,
Tryin to keep up with you.
Thats how i feel some of the time....I'm just doing things to keep afloat.....to keep my mind off things...Its been so long since i said anything to her....Today i did....I smsed her a good morning, and wished her peace later during the mass.
She still has that slight hold on me........I'm trying to keep my mind off her...Not an easy thing to do considering my past history with her.....
I still miss the littlest thing like smsing, calling and even IM-ing her.
She still occupies my idle mind.... There is a saying "An Idle mind is the Devil's Playground"
Mine is "My Idle mind is the Devil's Playground.....Better His playground than hers"
Today was the first after a logn while where i actually acknowledge her presence, but i still could not bring myself to speak to her......not yet. I dunno lar, difficult lar to do that now...Still hard to so.
Given time... I hope to be able to do so.
*peace*
10:30 PM
